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Reflection

by Mind Machine

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1.
Transparent 04:00
I wonder if you've heard a thing I've said Have you ever wondered what it meant When I cry I wonder if your hands cover your ears So you will never have to hear What I need you to I wish you would listen And I wish you would think a while I wish that you would understand Just once All I want is some reaction Don't ignore that I feel so strongly I can never accept myself Just tell me you know I'm alive Have you ever felt like you're transparent When your hopes are all that there is To live for I wish you would need me And I wish you would try I wish that you could love Just once All I want is some reaction I can never accept myself All I want is some reaction Don't ignore that I feel so strongly I can never accept myself Please tell me you know I'm alive Just once
2.
Never fall in love It will leave you empty And begging for sympathy As you begin to lose control And turn upside down And no one seems to care Or acknowledge that you're there 'cause they're too busy thinking About where they should be But these things take time And recovery is slow But eventually you'll heal As you tell yourself To never fall in love again Never fall in love It will leave your senses confused And you'll be easily used At everyone's pleasure For only their leisure Resulting in your distress And leaving you crushed To be swept away Where no one will see So they don’t have to deal with it Because it happens every day And love only ends in pain So you tell yourself To never fall in love again
3.
All this time I felt so restrained Like I would never be free again I'd forgotten what it really meant to live And this illusion is not all there is And we feel so happy Though we go nowhere I am running with you I'll never leave you far behind It's hard for me to keep up with you You've been in this situation before And I have never felt like this But I'll give all I have to give And we feel so happy Though we go nowhere I am running with you I'll never leave you far behind I want to be alive For once I want to smile I want to be alive I never want to die I want to be alive Just to be with you Don't turn me away so easily Because of what you've heard people say Cos most of it is never true When I stand right next to you And we feel so happy Though we go nowhere I am running with you I'll never leave you far behind
4.
Like Today 05:08
Under the streetlights, in the dark Those moments never seem to far Shrouded by the night and filled with pain rying secretly, crying your name You always hated me all the time Because you thought that the choice was mine I only wanted to get away To some place or time just like today Now I'm here in your world trying hard to catch your eye You said I'd be happy here but I just cannot see why Now that you've finally lured me here I am faced with my greatest fear I always trusted you all along But now something has gone really wrong Now I see your sad world why did I think I'd want to change It just seems much worse here everyone want to play their games You can only pretend for so long that the truth will go away I'm waiting for the day, the day when you will realize That reality will be waiting when you open up your eyes Sometimes I wonder why I persist, when I've nothing left to give You've sucked me dry of any life, and anything I've yet to try What have you left me to hold inside I'm back where I started but everything is twice as hard When days just like today will never really be too far
5.
Serious Song 03:29
Well I'm just sitting in the dark Alone here in the dark Contemplating Well I don't know what else to say Except I hope you're on your way I've been waiting And I hope you will come as soon as you can Or I will be a lonely man Oh I thought about the hell That I've been put through And what I should really do about it That will turn me away from this gloom And you're the only answer that comes to my mind And I hope someday that we will find A life together That will never see doom I need someone now or I will never survive This lonely, lonely life Oh Come to me Make it real
6.
Target 03:43
Let the walls come down on top of me Let the walls come down on top of me Maybe then you'll see the value of life to me Maybe then you'll see how important this is to me Oh I don't know Why I'm the one Always getting hurt I don't want to live me life in pain I don't want to live me life in pain But you don't even care you just stand right over there You don't even care you think it's all completely fair Oh will they quit Digging deep into my skin I'm sick of being burned Let the walls come down on top of me Let the walls come down on top of me Maybe then you'll see the value of life to me Maybe then you'll see how important this is to me Oh I don't know Why I'm the one Always getting hurt
7.
Survive 04:05
I don't care if we say goodbye As long as you don't even try To look back or I might cry I don't want to break your heart But I knew right from the start That our love would fall apart It's times like these When you need The inner strength So you can fight The misery But there's still a chance Maybe tonight I could apologize to you And lie to say that it was true But what more can I do I want to stay with you through the rough Though I know I've hurt you enough When all this time I faked my love It's times like these When you need The inner strength So you can fight The misery But there's still a chance Maybe tonight I know I was cruel I know you were fooled And I know that there is better for you It's times like these When you need The inner strength So you can fight The misery But there's still a chance Maybe tonight It's times like these When you need The inner strength So you can fight Your distress When there's no next chance I know I'm right
8.
Look Look away From the dangers That invites you in See That your bathing In the water As it cleanses your skin I'm not afraid of this situation 'cause I know that it'll be alright I only wish I felt this way with you Feel The immersion That you've taken That's soothing you Take Take a dive Into paradise That pool so blue I'm not afraid of this situation 'cause I know that it'll be alright I only wish I felt this way with you I'm not afraid of this situation I'm not afraid of this situation I only wish I felt this way with you
9.
Repetition 04:18
Here we go doing the same thing Over and over like a merry-go round Getting nowhere, making no progress There's no suspense in where we're bound I need a change from this why I'm living If I'm gonna get through this life So I'm saying I need to get away from you Don't even tell me what I'm gonna do I'm getting sick of this monotonous love It's kind of like a forced addiction Doing the same thing every day Get me away from this repetition I don't want to spend the rest of my life Running in the same long race This way I feel, and it comes from the heart I think I need a change of pace You give me hell about what I do You always tell me the very same thing So I'm saying I need to get away from you Don't even tell me what I'm gonna do I'm getting sick of this monotonous love It's kind of like a forced addiction Doing the same thing every day Get me away from this repetition Take me away Give some strength to carry on I don't want to stay Or my self-respect will be gone I'm getting sick of this monotonous love It's kind of like a forced addiction Doing the same thing every day Get me away from this repetition
10.
I don't really know Which way that I should go But I Know that I love you Now it's just a matter of letting you know Face the nation With investigation It's either that or a disposition of isolation Disintegration Of the heart But I can't let that be the situation I need help from you So I won't be lonely too You must help me out And give a love that is true Face the nation With investigation It's either that or a disposition of isolation Disintegration Of the heart But I can't let that be the situation Gotta get your attention Face the nation With investigation It's either that or a disposition of isolation Disintegration Of the heart But I can't let that be the situation

about

Recorded during the summer of 1991, shortly following high school graduation, Reflection was our first full length demo album. After playing a handful of shows and receiving some local radio airplay for "Like Today" and "Target" in the fall of 1991, the band dissolved soon after. We're still looking for the original reel-to-reel master tapes, but this version is taken from a first generation cassette dub. We've cleaned up the songs as best we can, and hope to one day track down those elusive master tapes.

credits

released October 22, 1991

mind machine:
brian olsen I brian belknap

all songs:
recorded by mvp clancy at van nuys, ca 1991

transparent
brian olsen - synthesizers/programming
brian belknap - vocals
david blatty - synthesizers/music/words

never fall in love
brian olsen - synthesizers/programming/music
brian belknap - vocals/words
david blatty - synthesizers

running with you
brian olsen - synthesizers/programming/music
brian belknap - vocals
david blatty - synthesizers/words

like today
brian olsen - synthesizers
brian belknap - vocals
david blatty - synthesizers/programming/music/words

serious song
target
survive
swimming pool
repetition
face the nation
brian olsen - synthesizers/programming/music/words
brian belknap - vocals
david blatty - synthesizers

artwork:
brian belknap

original concept artwork:
jennel schlefstein

© & ℗ 1991 mind machine

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los angeles based synthpop duo - est. 1989

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